When People Change

Nothing lasts forever, I'm sorry I cant be perfect.

I'm sorry, I cant be the person you want me to be.
I cant be the person you can brag about. and thats it.


emotions explode, people fight, and sometimes when you think youve figured out life,
new experiences question that.

and it sucks, it makes you feel youre nothing. you feel empty,

I thought it would ever happen to me. Someone, I trusted, someone I loved like my own brother, someone I was loyal to, stabbing me at my back.

I was in disbelief. I was stunned. I never had experience being betrayed by someone so close to me.
I became angry. I promised myself I will have my retribution. All of my hatred, all of my anger, I directed to him. I wanted to destroy his life. Make every single day of his life so miserable, and when comes the time I could show mercy, I will kill him.

It changed me. Everything else was easy to forgive. And this made me vulnerable.I easily said yes. I turned a blind eye to a lot of things blatantly wrong. I was weak.

And it's taking its toll.

an U

They say it's easier 

What he did to me, I carried with a 

i focused all my anger, my resentment, my deep hatred. everyone else seemed forgiveable, but not him. And this made me weak. I became a yes man, trying to drow.

forgiving him was the most difficult thing to do. by d

Chasing Shadows

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